To Espera of the Love
Dreamed
Lately, I have thought
much on the beauty of a true meeting of souls and in as
it makes lack, when he does not happen. People make reflections,
she looks for to fill itself more deeply possible, practises
meditation, tries to educate itself for not feeling itself injured by the Universe,
but, being true - as a good friend makes lack! As it is
difficult if to only live, in this pretty, generous planet where we are,
but passing for crisis moments, that affect to all we.
I decided to face this lack with
realism, without continuing deluding me with whatsoever. Hearing my
truth, what it says my heart. E it feels homesicknesses of that
I do not know, feels lack of a true moment of love, of words of affection. It is
this same and perhaps assuming it, can feel more to me I, on to my
proper Soul.
A homesickness of a face that
I do not know, that I do not remember as is… an enormous lack of one touch that
I do not know to need as it would be, but that already I knew one day, a necessity to feel
me sharing the life, with its victories and difficulties, somebody very
next to my soul, that I do not know where it is at this moment, but that I have
the certainty that exists…
For much time, I found that this
age a neurosis, an illness, but - for being one to feel lasting, that it persists -
I arrived at the conclusion that is true, yes! It is not a necessity of linking with
my Self, therefore I have obtained this more and more… e the homesickness continues
to exist. Study and I work me, already I perceive much love in everything and I feel the beauty of
the life, but the homesickness is always present. E thus, I decided to face it as
mine and to receive it with affection, as part of my life, as unquestioned
truth.
I know that one day, in some place,
you that I wait has as much time, goes to find me. It will be an explosion of
loving energies and the Time goes to stop for we, but I do not know when… To think
about this fulls me of energy and me of the forces to wait. I believe that you exist
and this is stronger of what any voice of the reason, therefore comes of the center of my
heart.
I found some
couples, much few, in this my incarnation, that already had had one
meeting as this. One of them, very next me. When I them
it found, was a party for my soul, therefore they emanated love e
understanding. It went, whenever it could, the house of them, to share
of that candy energy. O um deles já desencarnou e a tristeza do
companheiro que ficou dura até hoje, após mais de quinze anos... Um
dia ele me confidenciou que para ele o mundo tinha perdido as
cores... tudo estava cinzento, pois ele partira.
Enfim, um amor tão
profundo e tão completo é o que eu sinceramente desejo pra mim e
para todos. Sei que um dia, cada um a seu tempo, iremos nos
reencontrando... aqui ou lá? Não sei... em algum lugar... mas o que
eu sinto, com todas as minha forças, é que vale a pena confiar e
esperar!